6.22.2009

Unfortunate Coincidence. By Dorothy Parker.

By the time you swear you're his, Shivering and sighing,
And he vows his passion is Infinite, undying-
Lady, make a note of this: One of you is lying.

- Dorothy Parker

6.18.2009

well.

i feel better.

but this is still gonna hurt.

ouch.

6.17.2009

do you know what you're worth?



"our love for others
should not depend
on them loving us back"

6.16.2009

.

I'm in a weak condition.
Now you cut into the heart of me.

6.15.2009

believable doubt?

hmmmm.

Breaking your back
to cover your tracks
,
ya did it for love or 'something like that
'
I don't know who to believe.
In so many words you try to explain
,
but how many times can the story get changed
?
I. don't. know. who. to. believe.


and what's between us
just won't add up
.

oooh, give me some believable doubt
.
Why should I believe in you now
?!?!?
From what I see
,
you call yourself an innocent man
,
but tell me about
the blood on your hands
?

I wanna hear the truth from you
.

The devil's talking to me as you fall on your face
,
angel beside me saying I should be taking your place
?
I don't know who to believe
.

There's a criminal part to everyone's heart
,
outside's clean and the inside's falling apart
.
I don't know who to believe
.


Walk away you're free to go home
.


walk away now.

6.11.2009

Thats when i'll know.

I believe the one I'm supposed to be with is out there.
And when he finds me, and I find him, it won't be hard.
I won't have to convince him to love me. He just.... will.
We will fall into the relationship perfectly. (well almost perfectly.)
No drama. People will be happy for us.

He won't have a fresh ex...
Because he respects her enough to take
some time in between for them both to heal.
So I won't feel like I'm stomping on her.
Cause it will have been awhile.
And he won't have a tangled mess of other girls...
Cause he is a great guy.
Not a player. Not a Liar.

I'll tell him my story, and he won't think I'm a cry baby.
He'll know my hurt was real, and its part of who I am.
And he'll tell me his story. And I'll fall in love
with how he wants so much to be a better person.
And I'll know he's telling me his genuine desires.
And I won't be falling for some cheap song lyric pick up line.
Cause this one doesn't need pick up lines.
Cause this guy is the real deal.
When he holds my hand...
it won't be just because he's lonely.

It will be because he can't stand to not hold it.

And I'll trust him. And he'll trust me.
And I'll know he'll never lie to me.
But most of all... I'll know he'll never lie to himself.
And we'll take it slow... as slow as Christmas.
Cause he's not in it for the make-out sessions.

He'll tell me I'm so special.
And I'll have a hard time believing it at first.

Because I've been told that before,
and it was a bold face lie.


But once he convinces me that I've changed his life,
And I KNOW he really means it...
That is when I'll know.


6.10.2009

Slowdancing in a burning room.

"Its like you're in a burning room. You're on the floor, under the smoke, gasping for air... You know your time is running out FAST. You're disoriented... you can't find the door out. Anywhere. You're stuck.

Then. You hear a voice - "COME TO ME! OVER HERE! THIS IS THE ONLY WAY OUT!"

Do you stand up and say, "Boy. You're cocky. I just don't really believe you. I think I'll find my OWN way out."??



NO. YOU DON'T.

You RUN to that voice as fast as you can. You believe him. You know he is your only hope for survival.

Your. Only. Chance.



... Jesus didn't say 'I am the way, the truth, and the life, no one can come to the father but through me' because he was COCKY.

He said it because we have no hope without him. We will surely suffocate. It is the TRUTH.

He is our only way out.


the end."

6.08.2009

not me.

"Some days aren't yours at all,
They come and go as if they're someone else's days.

They come and leave you behind with someone else's face,
And it's harsher than yours. And colder than yours."

- Regina Spektor

6.07.2009

this is only a test.

The true measure of a person

is how they treat someone

who can do them

absolutely no good.

- Samuel Johnson