8.30.2013

Thought I'd cry for you forever but I couldn't, so I didn't.

People's children die and they don't even cry forever
Thought I'd see your face in my mind for all time
But I don't even remember what your ears looked like


And the clock still strike midnight and noon
And the sun still rises and so does the moon
Birds still migrate south and people move on
Even though I'm no longer in your arms


Thought the mountains would crumble and the rivers would bend
But, but I thought all wrong, world did not end
The maps will just have to stay the same for a while
Didn't even need therapy to rehabilitate my smile

Thought I'd cry for you forever but I couldn't, so I didn't.

8.27.2013

We've now been apart longer than we were together.

When I move, you'll be completely gone.

Сбогом, любов.

8.08.2013

"You keep looking for people you have that chemical thing with, but thats not the whole package.

You have to find someone you can spend 
two weeks with 
in a cramped timeshare 
in Montauk 
in the rain 
and not want to kill. 

Adventure is just hardship with an inflated sense of self. 
Eventually, all you need is someone to curl up with. 
Someone who knows when to order Chinese."

7.09.2013


how it should be

6.24.2013

i miss it all
i miss you
i miss it
i miss us

i miss
i miss
i miss

6.15.2013









God knows that I tried seeing 'the bright side'.... 
I'm not blind anymore.









5.14.2013

heard Taylor was on New Girl tonight.

how was she?



i wish we could talk about it.
or talk about anything, really.