Somewhere in my life,
I learned that 'expecting/preparing the worst' will keep you from getting hurt.
But all it really does is make you completely paranoid. Hurt. Is. Inevitable.
I had every reason to be protective of my heart, but I hate that part of life - you CANNOT keep yourself from getting hurt. If you're never hurt - you're never really alive.
Sometimes the worst really does happen.
But sometimes - you're hurt because your friends NEED to see you damaged.
They need to see it before they can fully realize THEIR reality.
This was not about me.
I am so thankful I got hurt.
For once, I wasn't the one who needed to learn.
Thank you God, for your mysterious ways - and thank you for using me.
Sorry I yelled at you so much.
No comments:
Post a Comment