love & happiness.

I can't write anything here 

without exploding.

(blubbering//complaining/
/wallowing//being LAME)

I want to tell you how 

heavy my heart 

has been all [week].

But I also don't want to.
I'm trying to avoid it, okay?

I'm trying to keep it together.

  

But - I'm just sick

of always having to be the one

to hold back how I feel.

Just know this - 

I'LL LEARN 

TO HOLD BACK 

WHEN YOU LEARN 

TO LET GO.