and for the love of God: Go find it.

tonight i found this -  

Stop doing things out of obligation.

Lauren touched on this last month in her post rest. I think she puts it best in the lines "If you are working relentlessly out of guilt or self-inflicted obligation, stop immediately. If you think maybe you're working relentlessly because of guilt or self-inflicted obligation but aren't quite sure, stop immediately. The actions that fill your days should come out of health, joy, love, peace, and heart. If you've lost your passion, drop everything, and for the love of God: Go find it"

read that here, stopped, read it 6 more times, cried a little,
and then promised myself I'd always remember it.