Nobody knows why I'm obsessed with this song

Not even me?

all i want for christmas is to give my love away

this made me cry like a little Chinese baby

Watch here - A documentary about American parents who are set to adopt Chinese baby girls, as they face the casualties of the country's long-standing one-child policy. In hewing to this strict rule, families wind up aborting, abandoning or hiding their daughters, many of whom end up in the United States, brought by couples longing for children.

I feel so called to adopt when I'm older.

Maybe after one child of my own, maybe before...?

Maybe foster parenting, or maybe I just feel called to work in an orphanage?

I'm not sure what this pull is, but I feel it so strongly.

Its something I've felt since I was a senior in High school... 

Thanks christmas break, for peaceful, meaningful moments like this.

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I'm dying to say what I feel but it is tacky to say it online.

I'm dying to say what I feel but it is tacky to say it online.

I'm dying to say what I feel but it is tacky to say it online.

I'm dying to say what I feel but it is tacky to say it online.

I'm dying to say what I feel but it is tacky to say it online.

I'm dying to say what I feel but it is tacky to say it online.

I'm dying to say what I feel but it is tacky to say it online.

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Here's a painfully obvious 'LOOK AT MY HAND' picture.

I've always been in love with henna, but I've never actually gotten it done before.

Now I'm hooked.

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If I could write a song...

If I could write a song about exactly how I'm feeling in this moment, 

I'm pretty sure Kelly Clarkson would want to record it. 

Because I am currently equal parts happy, mad, and emotional.